| Content Is Cheap |
[Aug. 12th, 2008|09:42 pm] |
Anxiety flows freely from every pore and crevice. From toe to head, the fights inside our bed. Just Settle. My mind confines what could be taking up my time, and all of this mess could have been cleaned if you asked for less. We cover up our truths as the fear grows and settles for less. Break away the chain severes clean with enough force and the right amount of pressure. Have faith, you'd be surprised. Now if I could only take my own advice. This will all be over soon. Our time is crucial and we just can't seize. Help me. Shape me. Alright, just take me already. Tell me this isn't a set in stone reality, I don't want to repeat the same old same. This idiotic game that we play with eachother is all I need, but enough is enough of you being in the lead. |
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| Had me at hello. |
[Aug. 11th, 2008|01:00 am] |
| | The Inside Lingo Had Me At Hello.
I've never been one to write on a cyperspace journal. In fact, I've never been one to write in a journal in any sense of the word. However I feel like I've reached a point in my life where things just might be substantial enough to put into text. So here it goes. Bare with me.. I'm not entirely sure what is supposed to go into these types of things.. here it is, I guess.. what my life is like day after day..
It's Sunday and it's raining. Blahhh. I saw The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants last night. It was pretty good, though I must admit I liked the first one a lot better.. the people in the audience were incredibly rude though! One girl answered her phone and I felt compelled to throw a large object at her.. I refrained. All and all, I had a good Saturday! I am still poor as fuck. Trying to build my stupid credit (being eighteen sucksss!!).. I think I've finally decided what I'm going to do about this upcoming school year YAY! I hope I'm making the right choice.. Not much else is going on.. I went shopping today and got some new makeup and suchh.. and a really pretty necklace =) No shows this August =( I am just simply too poor. ahha I started work today.. sort of.. I had orientation, my first official day is Tuesday! yeech! But then again it will be nice to have some money again.. In September though, I'm hoping to go and see From First To Last on the 2nd and LEATHERMOUTH on the 9th. Anyone up for it??
Mmmkay. For now I'm done.. I'll write when my life isn't so dull. But then again, how do you expect such a rainy Sunday to be entertaining??
Kelsey =) |
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| "I'm not one to lie" |
[Jul. 1st, 2008|11:18 am] |
Leave it to me to start off with a lie.
My life tends to be a web of lies. No lie.
Not to my liking or satisfaction, simply because
the truth is only 99% effective and I live in a 1% world.
When you tell someone what they want to hear
they tend to stick around and care.
When you let the truth slip, more than most
abandon because let's face it, they can't.
I'm not entirely sure how live journal works...
Maybe I have lived under a rock.. or maybe I'm not one to talk.
There I go with the lies. They run on and on and I don't seize them.
Let's just see how they turn out, things usually end fairly well.
Don't get me wrong.
I won't lie to you.
Okay who believes me?? One year today, I gave it all away
and look where it got me.
I guess that would be a sure example of why you shouldn't lie.
I can lie my way out of a locked safe,
but never once did I feel safe.
Fuck me up, go ahead.
Everyone else does it.
Don't you want to be cool too?
That's what I thought.
I can read people like a well written script,
but do I like what I see?
So I write a version for myself,
because no one else will do me justice.
Laws and flaws, you be the judge in this courtroom. |
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